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| WELP MY LIFE OFFICIALLY SUX ASS!!!! Me and Billy are probably done FOREVER! I broke up with him last week b/c he cheated on me with a 17 year old SLUT bItCh WHORE! So I am definatly what the call DePrEssEd!!!!! Billy was totally like my everything...we were so PERFECT for eachother...well at least he ALWAYS told me that! We had plans to get an apartment get married and have a family...but when i found out that he cheated on me all i culd say was never ever Fucking talk to me again! ~How come I didnt even do anything wrong and I am the one that feels so Horrible...did I do the right thing? OMG!!!!! I miss him so much...all i do is cry...i cry all the freaking time! I even wake up at nite cuz my pillow is wet from where I was crying in my sleep and didnt even know it!Why does this hurt so bad? I just wish things would go back the way that they were before when we were so Happy!! He said He didnt know what he was thinking and that he is so so so so sorry!!! Do I believe him'? i really dont know..... ~To keep my miond off things I have tried going out and Hangiing out with Friends and stuff but nothing seems to work!! I Honestly just dont know what to do!!! MY LIFE IS OVER!!!!!!! I moved to butler to Brittany's house cuz since she has always been there for me and ALWAYS will be and she is my BEST FRIEND!!!! well i am still working..now I am working 6-7 days a week just to help me stop thinking of billy! But i dont think anything is gonna to work
HE WILL HAVE MY HEART FOREVER
Well...i will prolly update y'all later
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| I know I havent updated in a while but i have been busy...this weekend has simply been A W E S O M E !! Between Hanging out with Tasha Frazee and Britt and Being with my Baby...it has been un real!!!! Didnt get to hang out with Rach which saddened my heart but she is coming over today!! Oh yea and my birthday is in 8 DAYS!!!!!!! I cant wait to see what my baby gets me!!! Well i gotta go I am Babysittin the bro's!!
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|  One thing to say about last nite......I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE! | | |
| LOVE --ยป its like standing on wet cement.. the l o n g e r you stay..the h a r d e r it is to leave && you can never let go without leaving your footprints.
Well this weekend hasnt been so bad...Me and Rachel Went shopping and totally had a girls nite on Saturday!!! We went to the mall and to Walmart and ate at long John Silvers...yum! We totally cracked up at the guys who worked at Walmart bcuz they pretended so well to know what you make with Oysters!!!!LOL!!! and Rach were they trying to flirt??? After that i came home got ready for work and worked the whole weekend! Got my schedule last nite for the month of december... i have a whole 5 days off the intire month!!! i work christmas eve and christmas day!!! but o well i have new years eve and day off!!!!! Weee y'all know what i am gonna do!!! ANYWAYS~ I have today off and i have to go pick up my car from Fred's in Bellville and take my lil brother joey to Karate and then i am supposed to go see Billy in Johnstown...we are still broke up so i am contemplating whether i should go see him or not..but because i can admit that i am stupid i will go see him...you can deny LOVE. and that is all there is to that..but me and my lil bro is gonna catch some Zzzz's b4 we gotta hit the town ............*Cassie*
sing me that one song that made you cry ;; yeah, the one about me
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| when we`re apart..my heart just shatters.
but when we`re together,
nothing else really matters except me with you
& you with me. boy, i love you more than you could ever see.
Well not a whole lot has been going on lately just work, work and some more work! I have been talking to Billy latley...just been following my heart...even tho i am told noty to and it will be a mistake but if you dont follow your heart and just use your head and logic the world would neer be full of mistakes and noone would have flws and there would be no intuition...following your heart is worth all the mistakes heartbreaks and everything else that comes with it!
Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
you are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the secnod best.
There will never be another you <3
Winter is def. here! OMG I cant stand cold weather...the only thing good about winter is you get to buy cute looking coat and boots!!and christmas of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Anyways I got to get in the shower and get ready to head out with Rachel so call the cell 419-496-1418
 Cassie
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